everglow

For the last few days I've been listening Everglow sung by Coldplay. It is literally on repeat, I even heard it was played on a department store nearby my house hehe. I've heard it somewhere and it was catchy but I have never payed attention to the lyrics until this song was sung by EXO's Chanyeol on his noona's wedding day. And it was so touching, I mean.. check the song out (I will attached a Youtube link below).. the lyrics is so deep and it makes me miss my mom.

And below was the video when Chanyeol sang it for his noona. Super touching. I can't imagine if it was me (as his noona), I'd be crying heaps.

And here is the lyrics..

oh they say people come, say people go
this particular diamond was extra special
and though you might be gone, and the world may not know
still I see you, celestial

like a lion you ran,  a goddess you rolled
like an eagle you circled, in perfect purple
so how come things move on, how come cars don’t slow
when it feels like the end of my world
when I should but I can’t let you go?

but when I’m cold, cold
oh when I’m cold, cold
there’s a light that you give me when I’m in shadow
there’s a feeling you give me, an everglow

like brothers in blood, sisters who ride
and we swore on that night we’d be friends til we die
but the changing of winds, and the way waters flow
life as short as the falling of snow
and now I’m gonna miss you I know

but when I’m cold, cold
in water rolled, salt
I know that you’re with me and the way you will show
and you’re with me wherever I go
and you give me this feeling this everglow

oh- I I I I
what I wouldn’t give for just a moment to hold
yeah I live for this feeling this everglow

so if you love someone, you should let them know
oh the light that you left me will everglow

I highlighted some parts that really hit me. Life is indeed as short as the falling of snow. So if you love someone, you should let them know. Don't ever miss the chance or you'll regret your whole life and you can never turn back the time.

Mama, I've been missing you since the day you left. I am missing you now and I will miss you always and forever ~  

being nostalgic

I am being nostalgic at this very moment while writing this entry and listening to Ra.D's song.

I have a good news! I have just found the blogs I had abandoned for ages, yay! I have had few blogs before this one but I just couldn't log in to the blogs I used to own simply because I was too ignorant to update the email changing, the shutting down of hotmail, and so on and so on. And for a moment I just completely forgot even the title of my own blogs hehe.

So before I lost them again.

silverline on a cloud was my very first blog. If you're curious and click on the link you will be directed right to the very first page of my first baby. I wrote about just anything that comes to my mind. The entries were written during my puberty phase so *haha those pondering days trying to be poetic but failed miserably. But well yeah the damage has been done 😝 History is history..

iNdiGo was actually the third blog I own *gosh, I completely forgot my second blog. Dang! I have finally found myself starting to feel quite comfortable to be in my own skin. So it was quite an enjoyable-to-read one. I was supposed to continue writing on this blog but sadly it was on either hotmail or yahoo platform *the point is both died and had to be changed to a google one but the old ignorant self of mine ignored it. Now I couldn't log in to this one. So pardon for the typos there.

Those steps have led me to this blog. I deliberately make the design exactly the same as iNdiGo as it was supposed to be the continuation of it. It is the book number 2 of my rambling.

Cheers 🍻

- meLLe -